A Dream

The haze from the early morning fog covered his body. Almost as if wrapped in a blanket of silky, white milk. Everything was unclear. As he took a deep breath, moisture wrapped his nostrils and invaded his lungs. What was he doing standing naked outside. The early chill made him feel alive and aware of almost every sound and smell. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw a blurred figure move slowly, but could not make it out. Moving was impossible. Suddenly he realized he was tied to a post. His hands and legs bound by chains. Helplessly, he tried to cry out for anyone. There was a gag shoved into his mouth. Spitting it out was not only impossible, but he could feel his saliva dripping onto his bare, muscular chest. He could feel his heart pounding. So loudly that it felt like a drum beating. "What is going on," he yelled. The yell was turned into a muffled garble from the device in his mouth.
A flash of red from the figure again caught his eye. There wasn't enough light to make out what it was. Shiny silver circles gleamed on the red in the early morning dawn. On his neck was the stunning sensation of warm breath. It snaked across his ears, almost hissing at him. A lonely, solitary voice whispered in his right ear. "Got you right where I want you, isn't that right slave." He shivered. Struggled. Even whimpered as he realized there was no possible escape. "Help me, please," he whined. Again the voice softly told him there was no help, no aid, no hope. Fingernails slowly reached around his hips and gently scratched him on his crotch as he lurched up. "I am going to do things to you that you can't even imagine." The cold morning air was almost cruel mixed with her touch. He could now see her red vinyl outfit. Sleek and almost tempting him to try to touch it in anyway possible. The alarm woke him suddenly out of this cruel and erotic state. As he looked down he as covered in his own semen. With the smell of the cold morning air still in his nose.

Collared

He received the confirmation of a journey started long ago. There were no names or labels put on it years ago when his mind slowly drifted to thinking of it. It was strangely comfortable sitting in the Mistress's home going over details and tasks. Puppet kept thinking to himself is this really happening. Am I finally being owned by someone who is dominant, intelligent, and beautiful. Her inner kindness kept him focused on the discussion at hand. He was signing a contract to be her's. To give himself, unworthy though he felt, to this goddess like creature. To be used for her bidding and pleasure. His only fear was of disappointing the Mistress he had come to respect so much. Contract signed and collar fitted, it was time to thank her and become the submissive she had invested so much time in. There was no doubt that he wanted this. Yearning for this balance to make his soul whole and create a world with her that would fulfill her every wish and need. It was done. Signed. Given! This was now like a journey down a dark road with no lights. Whatever happened next he would be guided by the Mistress he trusted. It would be a story they would write together. He just wondered if he was enough for her. The fear of not being what she wanted and rising to meet her every challenge without failing, scared the hell out of him. It was time he found out how strong he was. Time to become what he knew he could. No crop or knot was going to stop him. He was collared, now he had to earn it!

Selfishness

Sorry, I have to comment on some people and their continued sad, pathetic excuses for treating their friends like shit. This has nothing to do with those whom I have met in the D/s community or online. I have had encounters over the last couple of days with people from my past who assume it is ok to take advantage of a good friend, a father, or a person in general. Most people these days, unless a single mother, soldier, or giving person have no idea how to give up what they need in order to please others. This pleasure is not of a sexual nature. It is a caring and kindness that comes with trusting others to return the sentiments to yourself. I have no idea how to be selfish. My concern for myself is only generated so that I may give to others. Shouldn't this be returned. I can't be alone in thinking that what is given is far more rewarding than those feelings that only take. Life is not measured in we have, but what we give. Now, I am not talking about want to succeed, education, or wanting better for your family. I am talking about kindness, taking time to thank people, or just doing something that doesn't require a "whats in it for me." Take time to look around at what you have. Stop what the fuck you're doing and think of others. People are capable of such good. Some just amaze me at what depths they will go to act like complete selfish shitheads. We are not measure by our accumulations or accolades, but by the smallest of tokens and acts of kindness we bestowe upon those in our lives. Wake up everyone, what you have is a hell of a lot more important than what you want!

2 Weeks

After some story writing, I figured that it was time for some personal comments. The last few weeks have been busy and full of new experiences. It is my Mistress's pleasure and company that I now hold more dear than I could have imagined. She is a rare blend of strength and courage that you do not find very often. My range of emotions have fluxuated from fear, to nervousness, to completely comfortable with this new direction in my life. It is what I draw from her and bravery in the face of difficult situations that most others would have given up when presented with them. I have never met a more powerful, beautiful woman who is also caring and honest. I have to wait two weeks for another chance to release. My last one at her home almost killed me. What will happen next. She has my soul in a lot of ways. Though, it was freely given by myself. I am so humbled in her presence. One might think this is because of the practice of D/s relationship. It is just the opposite. It is her beauty, both inside and out that makes this so. The title of this is 2 weeks. This is not due to my length of chastity, but my incredible journey with her and how special she is to me.

Run puppet run

He was still impaled as he struggled on all fours. The beatings were becoming so intense. The Mistress mounted him like a pony. As she sat backwards on his back, she poured more into each spanking. Ocassionally as he screamed, she would grap the hard anal beads and shake them inside him vigorously. Puppet drooled, screamed, moaned, and gasped every few seconds. He was so confused by the different sensations. The Mistress stood in front of him. She teased him with her beautiful pussy and thighs. All he wanted to do was please her, touch her, even smell her. As she teased and humiliated him, he couldn't think of anything but getting to her. So helpless. The now pathetic man was now ordered to lick her. Like a man coming out of the desert with no water, he began to please her like drinking from the sacred oasis. The Mistress moaned with pleasure as she whispered to puppet. Still blinfolded she forced him on his back. "Im going to cum all over you," she hissed. He heard her moan as the gentle spray hit his shaved chest. Her warm juices felt so good as she pleasured herself over and over. He begged her to let him cum. Slowly, the Mistress began to touch and tease him. Laughing at how worked up he was, she played with him harder. As he closed in on his orgasm, there was a new sensation. She removed the device from his ass slowly. He came with pleasure and pain at the same time. Crying out in in pleasure, the pain, the violent convulsions. She had made it were his orgasms were so intense that the physically hurt and gave immense satisfaction at the same time. There were bruised from the cuffs and irons due to his violent explosion. He collapsed, laying as if he were a worthless ball of jelly. She had broken him into her punishment, but given him the greatest orgasm he had ever had.

The Adventure continues

He had apologized at least twice for his forgetfulness. The Mistress did not care. She was not going to be happy about his disobience no matter how much he begged. "Cute she said, but it wont help you" she said. She gave him a nod as it was time for his service. She stressed again to her puppet that there are no safe words in play for punishment. He turned white wondering what his fate was to be. He was presented to Mistress in a purple lacy thong and a raging erection. As he crawled to the edge of her bed as she demanded he thought,"Oh my god, what is going to happen to me. The Mistress, ravishing as always, was dressed in a black vinyl outfit that he had help her lace. Her 4 inch heels were gleaming black as she held the flogger to his face. "Puppet, I got you a new present but it is not broken in. What should we do about that?" as she laughed. Slowly, she cuffed and leg ironed him where he was immobile. The blindfold went on as she commented "there will be no one here to hear the screams, so no gag today." He was panicked, but couldn't move. There was no way to escape as her first blow hit his ass. He winced and counted, "one thank you Mistress!" She beat him again and again on the ass. Switching from flogger, to crop, to paddle. He counted until he couldn't remember anymore. His ass was now glowing red as he was exhausted. Collapsing on the bed, still bent over, she began to lube his ass. "What in the hell is happing," his mind cried as she informed him what she was about to do. "You're my little bitch, aren't you." He whimpered yes as she shoved a toy into his ass. Puppet could make no sound but a low grunt, and loud swallow. Mistress put it in far enough to make him hold it. He looked like a little pig with a tail. Mistress laughed loudly. Then she bagen to clip clothes pins to his ass, nipples, and balls. He was so uncomfortable and she kept beating him. Suddenly, she began to whip off the pins one by one. Pain shot through puppet's body. The more he struggled, the harder and louder she laughed. Mistress pushed the toy further into him and she beat him more as he begged that he would not disobey again.