Insanity

What a long week and its only Tuesday. I have been meeting my assignment with apprention, but still following direction. I have had little contact due to my schedule. I continue to remain vigilant and faithful to my new direction. It is in this I find balance. A natural balance of power and servitude. I am happy although disappointed in somethings. Willingness to serve is tainted by what is good for someone else. I will achieve a level of understanding, I just don't know when or how. If this week gets any crazier, insanity will set in. Nothing wrong with a little of that as I squirm in its reminders.